monkey love

It has been 6 years ago, I was in childhood. Falling in Love without knowing the meaning of love is really wasting your time. Giving a flower and keep the sweet memory of students who will grow up as a teenager. What is the kind of a story is this? lol

Before I started my love story, I want to apologize to blog reader as I put this kind of story that may be bored you. 

Monkey love actually created by a child who doesn't understand the mean of love. Huh! maybe? Personally I want to share with you about my first view about love. Love for a child or when we are in primary school is doesn't exist. They created only the nothingness. 

Once upon time...There was a boy who I think to be in love when I was standard 6. I don't know why. If someone can "tell me why" easily I got the ans. To making it short...I falling in love for the first time. You should to trust this story. He is my classmate 6Ali (If I'm not wrong). He is the tallest one in the class. I like him because his tall and his look like.....like...I don't know what to say. He's really diff than other. I never showed my feeling toward him. I hope that he can understand by himself. I still remember the position of the class. I really miss my friend either one of them is bully me. Ahaha. 

I was getting to teen..When I was in secondary school, I put a hope to not leave my primary school as I don't want to be left by my classmate 6 Ali. Sadly they entered a diff school. Alone...alone and alone.

A few months before I was found him in Facebook. My Lord, he is still alive. haha. As usu I added him and tag a photo of 6 Ali class that was uploaded someday ago. But he doesn't recognized me. Huh? How cruel. Thus, I concluding " I do not exist the eyes of him." 

Today on 4 Nov 2010, I opened a Facebook and he commented my photo at the same time chatting with him. At the last part of words... He asked for my phone number while said "hehe". Huh! I couldn't understand this kind of person. I gave and after a few minutes he sending a msg and I replied.

1:20 a.m : He's still msg me...y? should I asking him? Ah! no way. 

He said : May I asking u something?

I'm said : yes u may. what is it?

He said : Do u like me?

I'm said : yes. y u asking?

did u see a couple of asking question? haha

Relax my blog reader-you must want to know the next ans. he said : Just asking. I like u too. but I donno whatcha say. A couple looks happiness. but if it's getting long-I scared to let u bored. thus, u said im just playing u. Its better to friend first. maybe u met a better person rather than I.

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I never thought Allah paid me on credit for my sincere love to Him. He give me childhood love back. scary me. I scare too lose my biggest love toward you Allah. Please don't let me go. All I needs only My Lord.